"What IF".... from my new Poem book : "Married to the Devil"
-- What "IF"...............
is the question that lurkes in my mind /
What if"...
I would of stayed in the United States NAVY, instead of choosing a life of crime /
-- What "IF"...
I never buried my emotions,
& expressed them before my Florida move.... /
would being with : Syreeta Redmond been my Masterpiece...
inspired by my childhood Muse /
-What "IF"...
I could reverse time -&- warn my Friends who were Murdered, to : relax... leave it alone -&- chill /
Would it have motivated them for change,
or energized them to make more dangerous Drug deals /
-- What "IF"....
I could go back & tell my Mother
we would have NO relationship -or- communication while from the age of : 26 to 30.... /
would she give -a- s#it'
or.............continue to look at me like her ENEMY,
the spitting image.......looking exactly like my Daddy /
-- What "IF"..........
I would of kept sleeping around with random Women & the condom bust /
would I have contracted A.I.D.S
or Herpies from some Hoodrat, I had sex with while drunk.... distorted by lust /
-- What "IF".....
I was born a Woman,
would I have 10 kids by 8 different people /
be on the Maury show, looking like a damn fool
from Liars that constantly mislead you /
-- What "IF".........
my Grandmother didnt raise ME,
& teach me to "Reach for the stars ... they have NO limit" /
would I be a College graduate
----or----
serving a lifetime Prison sentence /
-Questions should be asked............
Pray & beg for repentance /
my name is : Irving "Bunker" Peay
East Delavan's long lost LEGEND /////////////
is the question that lurkes in my mind /
What if"...
I would of stayed in the United States NAVY, instead of choosing a life of crime /
-- What "IF"...
I never buried my emotions,
& expressed them before my Florida move.... /
would being with : Syreeta Redmond been my Masterpiece...
inspired by my childhood Muse /
-What "IF"...
I could reverse time -&- warn my Friends who were Murdered, to : relax... leave it alone -&- chill /
Would it have motivated them for change,
or energized them to make more dangerous Drug deals /
-- What "IF"....
I could go back & tell my Mother
we would have NO relationship -or- communication while from the age of : 26 to 30.... /
would she give -a- s#it'
or.............continue to look at me like her ENEMY,
the spitting image.......looking exactly like my Daddy /
-- What "IF"..........
I would of kept sleeping around with random Women & the condom bust /
would I have contracted A.I.D.S
or Herpies from some Hoodrat, I had sex with while drunk.... distorted by lust /
-- What "IF".....
I was born a Woman,
would I have 10 kids by 8 different people /
be on the Maury show, looking like a damn fool
from Liars that constantly mislead you /
-- What "IF".........
my Grandmother didnt raise ME,
& teach me to "Reach for the stars ... they have NO limit" /
would I be a College graduate
----or----
serving a lifetime Prison sentence /
-Questions should be asked............
Pray & beg for repentance /
my name is : Irving "Bunker" Peay
East Delavan's long lost LEGEND /////////////
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