Tuesday, December 17, 2013

"Maturity Levels"

"Maturity Levels": from Poem book : Married to the DEVIL (2014)

December 17, 2013 at 4:46pm
--- With success comes certain sacrifice ,
with duty comes a sense of responsibility   /
With maturity come greater intelligence,  
that's why the Lord spared me from death in the Streets   /
--- To be a leader of others...  
Shepherd who leads his people into a better life   /
Not a ignorant Nigga with a death wish,
who's only concerned with how his clothes look at the Bar, Friday nights   //
--- It could of been ME.............
to fall victim of certain circumstance    /
It could of been my mother  who cried over a casket,
then turned to Alcohol -&- Drugs to cope with the way FATE dealt her a bad hand   /
---- If a rose can grow from weeds...
thru concrete and gravel /
I can survive thru the hell of the ghetto,
then bloom into similar beautiful rose petals    //

From my 6th Poem book : "Married to the DEVIL" (2014) 

Sunday, December 8, 2013

My Flow...... Poet spitting Poems

Actions speak louder than words,
Silence is deadly....
neglect C.R.E /
now you see,
my Hiss,
rather than my Purr,
that was Gently //
Tempt me & you will be,
History.... rather than Reality /
-My Poetry
stops me from doing actions,
that are ugly & deadly
I'd advise you:
Think wisely....
before you continue to fuck with me /
Isolate,
then destroy.....
Build up & then brake me /
Red flags from the beginning.....
I was blinded by Pussy //

My untold message to my MOTHER...

--Lost souls grow cold,
like half a brain after a stroke /
She never treated us equally.... is how I feel deep & sincerely-
still to this day, my heart is broke //
--Ive always loved you so dearly,
but feel like you dont care for me /
how sad my heart be /
to feel abandoned, living thru the many troubles of my childhood I seen /
wishing you would encourage me /
tears roll down my face,
thinking of you who could never be replaced-
the streets came with open arms.... as an embrace /
for your love, I gave chase /
WONDERING......
is it because I look like my Dad, the reason you hate to see my face ?? //
--I think that you blame me for my Brother being weak & unproductive....
Like it was my choice for him to be a Womanizing bum /
Stand on your own 2 feet & be a Man,
is what I learned,
growing up in the hood that I came from //
--My heart is heavy,
& I pledge my soul, to never stop loving you,
Believe that !!! /
Its never too late to repair our damaged relationship.... MOM
and get thing : back on track /////

Overseas life....

-Iraqi citizens resent
U.N troops patrolling their country -
American soldiers, need not to fukkin' be there /
Hopeless despair /
Animal instincts,
Muslims raised on urban combat & guerrilla warfare /
Roadside bombs,
Mortar rounds,
militants send children to blow Hum- V's in the air /
Politicians don't care.....
Black gold called: "oil",
is buried there //

-Terrorist praise the land Mecca.....
Infidels protecting holy streets /
Ignorance will shepherd them
to their final rest- in- peace /
Martyred in eternity -
Repentance stands firm in me......
Years of reflection & grief //

-Invasions /
Forcing democracy on people,
with no desire 
for innovation /
No winners
-or-
losers......
Just years of RETALIATION //

"Writing my Poems...like I usually do

-Freedom does not mean that your not in Prison /
Rifle brigade
Military issue /
-Give clues to you
& yet you continue to guess /
Whatever the fuck I feel,
I let a load off my chest /
Invest
in what.....
some raciest muthafucks who don't care /
like they give a shit about my family
or the Women who got them here /
-Science & Technology is a term
for millions its considered Global enslavement,
Citizens are blind,
Hearing Impaired //
I stair off into space sometimes
& wonder
was all that street shit, that Ive been thru, really worth it...
outside my home I hear "pop , pop"
I'm smart to always stay within my reach & means
who the fuck cares,
as my brain drifts off into thin air /
-Weak minded people are blind to life,
Like my Co-worker who spent the night yesterday....
I see things from every opinion /
& never scared to let my 12 Gauge be an intervention /
Westside connections,
alone on the throne -
without Jason "Snake" Lindsay
East Delavan & Chelsea lacks leadership & direction.....
Nobody I try to please /
Roaches itch & fungus cause disease /
-My Granny told me :
That I was her King /
To myself,
My hat I tip thee.... //