Wednesday, November 27, 2013
"Married to the Devil": My Mother -&- Brother
"Married to the Devil": My Mother -&- Brother: -- From Basketball star to Drug addict... From Mortgage Broker to gambling fanatic... The path they traveled is the yellow brick...
"Married to the Devil": My Mother -&- Brother
"Married to the Devil": My Mother -&- Brother: -- From Basketball star to Drug addict... From Mortgage Broker to gambling fanatic... The path they traveled is the yellow brick...
Wednesday, November 20, 2013
Irving's nature...
The
possibilities are endless, in
life as we all grow into the person that God created us to become. From an
early age I have an creative imagination. Daily I would write poetry, draw or
take apart a working object, in order to learn how exactly it functioned.
Constant curiosity drove me to think outside of my New York street environment. AS if I we’re an explorer, in search of a new land to discover. A person who gets bored very quickly, is the best way to describe my active nature. I would walk around the neighborhood and go through the neighbors backyards just to see how #1 particular street was sectioned off from the others. School was not that appealing to me, I viewed the work as boring and unrelated to the surroundings to which I was thrown into. Reality interests me, more than learning about things that will never be apart of my life situations.
As life continues, I will continue to feed my hungry and curious mind with knowledge daily. Lord willing, it will be harvested very fruitfully.
My Mother -&- Brother
-- From Basketball star
to Drug addict...
From Mortgage Broker
to gambling fanatic...
The path they traveled is the yellow brick road', to Hell /
2 Bums panhandling
holding a sign over their soul " for Sale " //
-- Will work for food..........
Standing by the highway
begging for COINS, nickles -&- Pennies /
This is the future,
a movie Pre-view......
It broke my heart to express this poem to so many //
--We ALL must grow,
learn from the negative situation from which we have came
---& Adapt /
My Mother the Enabler ...
Baking soda & water,
fused together with Cocaine --&-- cooked,
creates CRACK' //
-- "IF" you like it......
then
I don't love it............. /
It's been 4 years since the death of our loving
Family relationship
&
There is no way to resurrect IT :-( //
2013 / November 19
Slave cycle mentality (11/20/13)
"Slave cycle mentality"........
11/20/13
--If you lay down with dogs,
you catch fleas.....
my Granny warned me,
to stay away from females who depend too much &
need me /
dont fully understand me,
yet figure: sex is a way to control me /
spreading legs nightly,
wanting me to think,
its "SPECIAL"
& not the sloppy seconds
of ya baby Daddy /
--- Love thy enemy
& use that as a tool for motavation..........
Love thy Baby Momma
& use that as a lesson learned
from a bad situation /
--Treat yourself to something you deserve,
because nobody will give-a- s#it about you,
more than you /
After round 1
immediately Im ready for round 2 /
Dont believe it everytime
a man wispers:
I Love U /
--In child support court,
my Baby Momma pled guilty....
by reason of insanity /
insane to believe,
I wouldnt erase her from my memory,
instantly,
move on & get Married //
you catch fleas.....
my Granny warned me,
to stay away from females who depend too much &
need me /
dont fully understand me,
yet figure: sex is a way to control me /
spreading legs nightly,
wanting me to think,
its "SPECIAL"
& not the sloppy seconds
of ya baby Daddy /
--- Love thy enemy
& use that as a tool for motavation..........
Love thy Baby Momma
& use that as a lesson learned
from a bad situation /
--Treat yourself to something you deserve,
because nobody will give-a- s#it about you,
more than you /
After round 1
immediately Im ready for round 2 /
Dont believe it everytime
a man wispers:
I Love U /
--In child support court,
my Baby Momma pled guilty....
by reason of insanity /
insane to believe,
I wouldnt erase her from my memory,
instantly,
move on & get Married //
I use to love her...
'I use to love H.E.R".....
--- To each, his own....
& If you like it ,
Then I love it /
To me, my own....
My cold hearted ability to just say: "fuck it".... //
-- She learns from her Mother...
Does everything, the same way as her Mother....
Every decision is made to please her Mother.... /
2/3' rds of every dollar she ever earned benefits the Enabler',
Who bread children,
just to be her Financial support system //
--I look in the mirror
& see a Man thats been thru;
His fair share of bullshit /
I look at my tattoos
and see 9 names of close Friends,
that are not living...
Buried in coffin's //
--Dear: Cold World,
I got a message for you.....
If" you can dish it,
I can take it......
GOD annointed me to be a Survivor /
& If you like it ,
Then I love it /
To me, my own....
My cold hearted ability to just say: "fuck it".... //
-- She learns from her Mother...
Does everything, the same way as her Mother....
Every decision is made to please her Mother.... /
2/3' rds of every dollar she ever earned benefits the Enabler',
Who bread children,
just to be her Financial support system //
--I look in the mirror
& see a Man thats been thru;
His fair share of bullshit /
I look at my tattoos
and see 9 names of close Friends,
that are not living...
Buried in coffin's //
--Dear: Cold World,
I got a message for you.....
If" you can dish it,
I can take it......
GOD annointed me to be a Survivor /
Wednesday, November 13, 2013
-- I dont like who I was becomming,
so I stopped drinking /
I don't like risking my life for niggas who wont do the same,
so I started thinking /
I don't like Women using me,
for anything...
so to those who stand by me,
I'm appreciating.... //
-- I never liked my Momma having nightmares,
worried for a street life that I once lived /
only concerned for her oldest child,
every knock on her door
made her scared &
brought tears //
-I never liked the mu#####a: "Rico",
who killed my Friend : Jason "Snake" Lindsay /
it broke my heart to loose him...
I wasnt living in Buffalo,
I moved
to Northside (26) Nashville, Tennessee //
--I never liked the mentality of others,
so I keep to myself... /
Ive never asked another human being
for #1- fu#kin'- penny....
I played the hand, that I was delt //
--I never gave a damn about peoples opinion,
so questions...
I never asked /
I've never been materialistic,
so I laughed when my Baby Momma
enjoyed all my income tax //
-- I've never loved ANYONE as much as I loved
my GrandMomma,
so Granny:
go ahead & rest in peace /
I'm doing you proud down here,
no need to roll over in your grave,
or worry......
I'm done causing any grief ////
so I stopped drinking /
I don't like risking my life for niggas who wont do the same,
so I started thinking /
I don't like Women using me,
for anything...
so to those who stand by me,
I'm appreciating.... //
-- I never liked my Momma having nightmares,
worried for a street life that I once lived /
only concerned for her oldest child,
every knock on her door
made her scared &
brought tears //
-I never liked the mu#####a: "Rico",
who killed my Friend : Jason "Snake" Lindsay /
it broke my heart to loose him...
I wasnt living in Buffalo,
I moved
to Northside (26) Nashville, Tennessee //
--I never liked the mentality of others,
so I keep to myself... /
Ive never asked another human being
for #1- fu#kin'- penny....
I played the hand, that I was delt //
--I never gave a damn about peoples opinion,
so questions...
I never asked /
I've never been materialistic,
so I laughed when my Baby Momma
enjoyed all my income tax //
-- I've never loved ANYONE as much as I loved
my GrandMomma,
so Granny:
go ahead & rest in peace /
I'm doing you proud down here,
no need to roll over in your grave,
or worry......
I'm done causing any grief ////
--- I have a silver spoon' in my mouth NOW,
but I was not born that way.... /
Rubbing my Mother swollen feet,
2 full-time Jobs /
2 bad-ass kids......
& 12 Bills to pay /
-- Anything is possible....
so my heart believes "the skys the limit" /
its possible for me to be a productive MAN...
instead of a criminal,
everyday dodging a prison sentence /
-- my Life was not about the "Hood"....
my brain cells think bigger than Chelsea' /
my heart remembers all the nights walking around with Guns,
&
all the Crack aditics who begged,.... PLEASE "Help ME" /
-- At some point we all wake up.....
& realize the world around us,
then Grow up'
and stop doing ignorant shit.... /
I woke up &
paid attention to my heart
then made a committment....to my infant Son,
the Devil can keep the streets,
my ass,
he can KI*S /////
but I was not born that way.... /
Rubbing my Mother swollen feet,
2 full-time Jobs /
2 bad-ass kids......
& 12 Bills to pay /
-- Anything is possible....
so my heart believes "the skys the limit" /
its possible for me to be a productive MAN...
instead of a criminal,
everyday dodging a prison sentence /
-- my Life was not about the "Hood"....
my brain cells think bigger than Chelsea' /
my heart remembers all the nights walking around with Guns,
&
all the Crack aditics who begged,.... PLEASE "Help ME" /
-- At some point we all wake up.....
& realize the world around us,
then Grow up'
and stop doing ignorant shit.... /
I woke up &
paid attention to my heart
then made a committment....to my infant Son,
the Devil can keep the streets,
my ass,
he can KI*S /////
Wednesday, November 6, 2013
Disrespecting military Vets
On November, 11, 2013
Applebee's restaurant will be giving away free meals to veterans (Active & former) as a thank you for serving our country.
While this is certainly a thank you to are heroes, Applebees has many military veterans working on their staff who are not appreciated.
On this day (11/11/12), all employees who are veterans are going to be scheduled to work a double shift, reguardless if they are scheduled to work that day or not.
Because of this,
I have decided to resign my position as a Chef / cook. I served 4 years in the United States NAVY, and also I'am a full-time college student (16 credits).
My normal days off are Monday thru Wednesday, because I made it known of my schedule before ever accepting the job offer.
Last week I was informed by management that I have to work reguardless of any agreement or college classes.
I have e-mailed Applebee's corporate offices 3 times & have not received a response. Also, I'am a member of my college Veterans club, for students who have a military background.
Applebee's has failed in its effort to assist Veterans & the disrespect to its Veteran employees needs to be addressed.
Applebee's restaurant will be giving away free meals to veterans (Active & former) as a thank you for serving our country.
While this is certainly a thank you to are heroes, Applebees has many military veterans working on their staff who are not appreciated.
On this day (11/11/12), all employees who are veterans are going to be scheduled to work a double shift, reguardless if they are scheduled to work that day or not.
Because of this,
I have decided to resign my position as a Chef / cook. I served 4 years in the United States NAVY, and also I'am a full-time college student (16 credits).
My normal days off are Monday thru Wednesday, because I made it known of my schedule before ever accepting the job offer.
Last week I was informed by management that I have to work reguardless of any agreement or college classes.
I have e-mailed Applebee's corporate offices 3 times & have not received a response. Also, I'am a member of my college Veterans club, for students who have a military background.
Applebee's has failed in its effort to assist Veterans & the disrespect to its Veteran employees needs to be addressed.
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